Hey guys!!
It's been awhile since i've been on here. What's new with me?? good question.. I am 12 weeks pregnant with #2, it was a HUGE shock at first, but i think we're finally getting over it. I've been debating on wether i should find out what the sex is or wait--- any ideas? KieLynn is learning new stuff everyday, she's getting to be so much fun.. Oh and this morning Gilbert moved to North Dakota :( as of right now I am staying at my moms house for a month or so. and with in the next month or so I will be moving up too!! I'm sad to be leaving my family and friends but sometimes you have to do what you have to do.. It's nice that gilbert has a job , as to where alot of people aint as luck as him. so we've got to be some what blessed...
A little poem that I love!!!
Before I was a MomI never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom -I had never been puked on.Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache,the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
Wow...North Dakota!!!!!!!!! That sucks that you are going to be soooo far away. Not that I see you a whole lot...but once in a while. Come on....I bet your mom is going nuts...I bet Cara is going nuts...I bet you are going nuts. Oh well though, you have to do what is best for your family, so I hope it all goes well for you! Love ya kiddo!
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ReplyDeleteNorth Dakota is far and it wont be easy. Of coarse you will miss your family and we will miss you. I do have to let you know though, -this is just my opinion- but, the best thing that Jake and I ever did was move away. You learn how to work together, cause all you have is eachother. You depend and count on each other so much. Moving away has made Jake and I so, so much closer and our relationship so much stronger. We had to learn to communicate with each other and support each other and be there for each other in everything. Where if I had stayed where all my family and friends were I probably would have relied on them more than Jake. I also met wonderful friends who I still keep in touch with and probably always will;)
Wow! I think that is my longest comment ever. And I still forgot something... Good Luck!
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