Hey guys!!
It's been awhile since i've been on here. What's new with me?? good question.. I am 12 weeks pregnant with #2, it was a HUGE shock at first, but i think we're finally getting over it. I've been debating on wether i should find out what the sex is or wait--- any ideas? KieLynn is learning new stuff everyday, she's getting to be so much fun.. Oh and this morning Gilbert moved to North Dakota :( as of right now I am staying at my moms house for a month or so. and with in the next month or so I will be moving up too!! I'm sad to be leaving my family and friends but sometimes you have to do what you have to do.. It's nice that gilbert has a job , as to where alot of people aint as luck as him. so we've got to be some what blessed...
A little poem that I love!!!
Before I was a MomI never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom -I had never been puked on.Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache,the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
